During the night I sometimes secretly cry…just because I know how amazing how my child came to be. I always have the thought of how wonderful it is that my son is what carriers me on throughout the day. Makai shown me more than I have ever known in my life. I’ve grew more wiser everyday because of him. I’m such a lucky person and truly blessed that god given me him. When I look at him I see me through him and I want to give him everything that I didn’t have. The closeness of a child to a mother, a strong bond that can’t be broken, faith that will last forever, and love that will go eternity. Our relationship to each other as mother and son….you won’t understand it until y’all have kids of your own but trust me it’s the most special feelings ever. I have gone through so much tough times in my life and still learning from it but I’m just glad I have my son, Makai with me. I wanna give the world to him, so he himself learn and grow and cherish the heartache I went through for him. My son is everything to me. Without him, I’m not me. <3

The ones that randomly send you a message asking how you are. It shows that they really care about you. That no matter how busy their life may be, they always find time for you. Sure, some people are just naturally friendly but it proves that there’s still true friends out there in a sea of fakes. If you have one of these, don’t neglect them. There’s not many of them left.

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Biography of Nhi Ho

Nhi Ho was born in Stockton, CA on January 12, 1992. But she grew up in Union City, CA. She was a good kid growing up with six other siblings. Her first job was working as a team member at Jamba Juice for three years. She worked hard in school and earn good grades graduating high school. She then became pregnant at the age of 19 and it was a struggle for her to go to college while being pregnant. With the support of her boyfriend, friends, and family she then decided to go back to school after she had her son, Makai. She was then enrolled into The Art Institute of California-Sunnyvale. She started taking the Culinary programs because she had a passion for cooking food and the love of eating her own creations and others. Nhi graduated and was looked at as an achiever from her teachers. She graduated with her Associate of Science and later she went back and got her Bachelors Degree. Nhi then got married to her high school sweetheart. She started working at a high-end restaurant in New York City called Le Bernardin. She also worked as an Executive chef at the Hotel Bel-Air in Los Angeles. She traveled to Paris for the summer to learn more of the culture and cuisines. She became well-known in the Culinary Industry and she was asked to join the Food Network channel. Nhi had her own television show called Loving in the Kitchen. She also was awarded for the #1 show of the year. Her life had sky rocked to the next level. At 25 years old she had her second child. She started traveling around the world with her kids and husband to Hawaii, Paris, Japan, and etc. She went to football games and cheered on her husband who was a Football Star for the Oakland Raiders. She now live in Los Angeles, CA with her family and opened her own Catering Business. Today her television show is still a #1 hit and her catering business is very successful. She’s living her dream everyday while working in the Culinary Industry. She earned herself as an well respected Chef in this business.

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“You only fuck yourself over.”

I’m proud of myself that I have never drunk & smoke before in my life. People who do…I must say PLEASE do handle your alcohol cause when you start fighting while being drunk don’t you dare blame it on the alcohol but only yourself. I have finally learned that people come and go but when they but alcohol between it I’m not gonna handle it so well. I can say I have seen people be happy to going towards sad, angry, & being miserable when they’re drunk.. so the question is why do you put yourself through it? It makes no sense to be drunk and then do disrespectful action towards someone you truly care about…but honestly I think it so stupid. So at the end of the day I think most people should think twice about drinking. It’s not hard. Trust me,  peer pressure isn’t the fault, but you have to trust yourself to say “no”

Sooooo THANKFUL for my son, Makai this year. God given me such an amazing child to carry along while I’m still living!

Be thankful for everything you have this Holiday! Don’t just be thankful for only this day but every day that you’re alive. Be bless with everything that you have and had in your life. No matter what the up and downs are just be happy that your still living. Today shouldn’t be the only day that should be thankful but also tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and so on. So be safe everyone&take care. :)

“Bitch, they is whoever I say they is!”

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